Frostbite
By August, I can already tell this winter will be far too long. The sky itself is as hollow as the space in my chest.
August 10, 2021By August, I can already tell this winter will be far too long. The sky itself is as hollow as the space in my chest.
August 10, 2021I didn’t know that I should feel good in my home. I didn’t know that I wasn’t mentally ill. I didn’t know that I wasn’t ugly.
August 9, 2021I let him make a list. I could always use more turmeric and cardamom, I reasoned. “But no cinnamon. I’m the one person on earth who does not like cinnamon.”
August 8, 2021Although most people said he looked like Steve, he reminded me of me, personality-wise. Responsible, steady, high-achieving but modest.
August 7, 2021Sometimes when I couldn’t sleep at night, I’d imagine I was plunging into a clear blue lagoon, letting the water relieve me of gravity’s pull, relieve me of the pull of human life.
August 4, 2021I look down into my lap then I look at her, smile. “But are you glad you had me?”
I don’t know that this is not a question all children ask.
We’ve been in virtual schooling for about two weeks now. The novelty, like my positivity, is wearing off.
August 2, 2021How does one launch one’s book during a pandemic? A group of us had the same question and we decided to join forces and ask it together.
August 1, 2021We lived then in a university community, where marriage itself was subject to flinty-eyed skepticism—three of us eight to-be-marrieds were divorced, with kids in tow and wedding albums long lost in an attic or cellar.
July 31, 2021I hate her for making me untimely soup. I hate her for taking my father’s time. And I hate her most, in that moment, for acting like a friend, or maybe a mother.
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July 28, 2021I had just handled double skin cancer surgery. Surely, I could handle divorce.
July 27, 2021I drove to the apartment, still upset, but shook myself off and went inside. My roommates were in the midst of preparing their dinners and I joined them to do the same. I didn’t have the courage to share what happened in the Colombian’s studio until now.
July 26, 2021